Need not worry about your reputation,
For your reputation is merely what people think of you,
While your character is who you are.
Your actions speak so loudly that I can't hear what you say.
This is has been the actions of those who have said, I will be there for you. However, as I turn around. I notice only a few standing. A hard lesson to learn, but a much a much needed one in this case. I have watched so many things over this past year and a couple of months that it even seems to make me still say WOW!! Not one phone call, not are the kids okay, do you need anything, not nothing. If not for me....how about the kids, because they are the innocent ones here. However, I guess they were just like my sperm donor when he cut it off with my mom. He cut it off with me. I saw the same thing manifest over again but in a more hurtful way, because my kids were involved. I tell you some people change with the weather, and you will see that they were only fair weather friends, or those who only talked to you because of who you were with. Was I hurt, maybe in the beginning, but I tell you God brought me through that disappointment. I am by far more stronger then any of those NAYSAYERS think. Or those who looked on this past year and wanted to see me crumble, but oh my GOD said NOT!! HE kept me. The prayers of the Righteous....avails much!!
I ask for those who walked past me. Those who haven't breathed one word to me. Those who see you, but you know don't see you. I ask you to please do me the same pleasure of still not seeing me. I will pray for you, and ask God to never let you need anyone or to ever have to go through what I have been through. Because, if you were your only friend you will be disappointing to yourself. Never think that my situation today, can't be yours tomorrow. You are not above any circumstance or situation.
Sn: With that being said, I AM MOVING ON AND MOVING ON FREELY. If you have found something I said to be hurtful. It was not done with a cold hurt or with malice. It was spoken from the heart and with sincerity and truth. PEACE
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Need not worry about your reputation,
For your reputation is merely what people think of you,
While your character is who you are.
Your actions speak so loudly that I can't hear what you say.
This is has been the actions of those who have said, I will be there for you. However, as I turn around. I notice only a few standing. A hard lesson to learn, but a much a much needed one in this case. I have watched so many things over this past year and a couple of months that it even seems to make me still say WOW!! Not one phone call, not are the kids okay, do you need anything, not nothing. If not for me....how about the kids, because they are the innocent ones here. However, I guess they were just like my sperm donor when he cut it off with my mom. He cut it off with me. I saw the same thing manifest over again but in a more hurtful way, because my kids were involved. I tell you some people change with the weather, and you will see that they were only fair weather friends, or those who only talked to you because of who you were with. Was I hurt, maybe in the beginning, but I tell you God brought me through that disappointment. I am by far more stronger then any of those NAYSAYERS think. Or those who looked on this past year and wanted to see me crumble, but oh my GOD said NOT!! HE kept me. The prayers of the Righteous....avails much!!
I ask for those who walked past me. Those who haven't breathed one word to me. Those who see you, but you know don't see you. I ask you to please do me the same pleasure of still not seeing me. I will pray for you, and ask God to never let you need anyone or to ever have to go through what I have been through. Because, if you were your only friend you will be disappointing to yourself. Never think that my situation today, can't be yours tomorrow. You are not above any circumstance or situation.
Sn: With that being said, I AM MOVING ON AND MOVING ON FREELY. If you have found something I said to be hurtful. It was not done with a cold hurt or with malice. It was spoken from the heart and with sincerity and truth. PEACE
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