Thinking Back

Random Thought.... As a child, we always wanted to grow up. But now we realize that broken toys and lost pencils were much better than broken hearts and lost friends.

Men Need Encouragement Too

Random Thought..... Ladies...... We are always asking our men to be supportive of us, whether its through our goals we are trying to reach or just doing other things in general. We have to remember that the same thing we ask for we have to be willing to give. There are so many who go out everyday working hard for their family, and come home to a place of no love or support. Just a home of nagging, brutal arguments, and constant let downs. All men are not dogs, just like all women are not garden tools. So let's not compare each other to the next female or male. There are still some GREAT MEN out there women, but you have to make sure you can recognize them when you see them, and not see them through those eyes of hurt and pain that you have been through. Every man definitely at the same, as well as say every woman is not the same. Maybe if we change our words to more positive we could attract like things. Start speaking positive about men....say there are some good men.....and keep saying it to you eventually see it. SPEAK IT TO YOU SEE IT!!! So Ladies.....Support your man through his up's and down's, because whether they every voice it or not they need the encouragement as well.

My December

My December reminds me of the smell of fresh Christmas Trees, and how the house smells of fresh pine. The Christmas lights dance out in a distance from the small view I can get, and nothing but smiles over powers my face. It makes me think back of when I was kid, and I was so ready for Santa Claus to come. Now I get to sit and watch my kids open their gifts and watch their faces light up with excitement and happiness. The moments I call PRICELESS. I am so much in love with December and it is in love with me.

Need not worry about your reputation, For your reputation is merely what people think of you, While your character is who you are. Your actions speak so loudly that I can't hear what you say. This is has been the actions of those who have said, I will be there for you. However, as I turn around. I notice only a few standing. A hard lesson to learn, but a much a much needed one in this case. I have watched so many things over this past year and a couple of months that it even seems to make me still say WOW!! Not one phone call, not are the kids okay, do you need anything, not nothing. If not for me....how about the kids, because they are the innocent ones here. However, I guess they were just like my sperm donor when he cut it off with my mom. He cut it off with me. I saw the same thing manifest over again but in a more hurtful way, because my kids were involved. I tell you some people change with the weather, and you will see that they were only fair weather friends, or those who only talked to you because of who you were with. Was I hurt, maybe in the beginning, but I tell you God brought me through that disappointment. I am by far more stronger then any of those NAYSAYERS think. Or those who looked on this past year and wanted to see me crumble, but oh my GOD said NOT!! HE kept me. The prayers of the Righteous....avails much!! I ask for those who walked past me. Those who haven't breathed one word to me. Those who see you, but you know don't see you. I ask you to please do me the same pleasure of still not seeing me. I will pray for you, and ask God to never let you need anyone or to ever have to go through what I have been through. Because, if you were your only friend you will be disappointing to yourself. Never think that my situation today, can't be yours tomorrow. You are not above any circumstance or situation. Sn: With that being said, I AM MOVING ON AND MOVING ON FREELY. If you have found something I said to be hurtful. It was not done with a cold hurt or with malice. It was spoken from the heart and with sincerity and truth. PEACE