Dangerously Clueless, While Remaining Genuine

Sometimes Words are Never Enough.. So you SAY nothing.. Sometimes Actions are never enough so YOU do nothing.. Sometimes Actions Speak louder than words but they are never one in the same.. At times you try to place yourself in someone else's shoes knowing they will never fit. Most times you continue to give some people the benefit of the doubt even when there is reasonable doubt. When your gut is in pain because the feeling is so strong it hurts but u continue to ignore it ..say it isn't so. You know one thing remains true they're talkin to someone on the daily when that someone use to be you. Why do we put ourselves in harm's way? Why do we give all of ourselves to those who have proven unworthy .. why do we continue to sacrifice where there is no love ? Because we love.. and LOVE IS ONLY AN ABILITY Love is the topic where the descriptions of why are subtopics..I dare you to make an outline next to a list of pro's and Con's..Of PROS AND CONS...OF ~ PROS. OF CONS. I wrote a piece in my book.. titled "The Con Artist" ...as he continues to Paint.......oh what a tangled web we weave

by ShanTa Eyewurks Monroe

Oh what a tangled web weaved! power, pleasure, pain ... sometimes actions speak louder than words and words speak louder than actions ... sometimes the "WHY" never gets answered no matter how many times u ask the " WHY' will b just that WHY? ... love is pain, pain is love ... we continue this cycle in hopes someone can truly be compatible with u in every way ... so we open up our mind, body and soul even thou we said we wouldn't after the last heartbreak an pain we put ourselves in arms way because we have a heart, faith an strength ... we give ourselves hoping that people will be adults and not hurt u in anyway an we sacrifice ... but then something happens ... hurt, pain and sadness leaving you with pieces to pick up and lots of tears How much can you cry till the water runs dry how many times do u hit yourself over the head an blame yourself for what went wrong you have fallen into the victim ... love is blind to ALL the rules of engagement SUBTOPTICS YES lots of them ... simple things turn into complex things ... complex things turn into a nightmare an than u wake up ... where is the RAINBOW after the storm when will u see it? when do u see your Happily Ever After? When an Why may never get answered ... all u can do is LIVE each day as it comes ... in hopes the SUNSHINE will shine in the dark ... Dangerously Clueless .. while remaining Genuine ...

Sincerely Lisa Marie Pigford


Dangerously clueless ........While remaining genuine. Sitting here loading more but its taking too long, So I scroll my way back up and then try to ram my way through ..... to my Happily Ever After. My Happily Ever After is that of a Fairy Tale...something Walt Disney embedded in us when were mere toddlers. I never met my prince charming...and the rainbow was covered up by mass thunderstorms of lies, deceit, hurt, pain, and tears. Lying here crying but realizing I have cried myself a river, and there's no one here to catch the overflow. I never saw that Prince charming. I was only greeted by the pretender, the monster in the closet, the abuser, and the famous oh so brave user. He used me for my knowledge, my gifts, my talents, and even used me for my love, but didn't understand why it came back to him barren. Ha ! you gotta appreciate the user. Taught at a young age by his loving father that it is okay to play outside as long as you don't get dirty and (winks). Not realizing that its a mother on the next street corner ...who has told her baby daughter.... that it is okay to give away the goodies.... as long as she is getting something in return. Set up to fail..... before even taking on this journey.... we call life. Can't even begin to put a subject with a verb and construct a sentence......but can tell you how to get over on a man or a woman. Tick Tick Tick ...ticking bombs they are, because this is when the game gets dirty and we no longer have players but also playettes. , who have mastered the game of cunnery. They con you of your heart, your love, and dreams to a point you pour yourself into them. Often looking back wondering where did I GO? I became them. I was no longer You or I. you were replaced by things you do instead of the love you give. I is not even a person no more. We are left here thinking about the calculated risks....the pros and cons....and the subtopics. We have now become drenched in our Why's...of why's of hurt, pain, and love, but never stopped to turn around and realize that woman or man could have been you. See that little boy or little girl did not have a choice who their father or mother was going to be. They did not know life lessons would be so hard and would be played at such high stakes .....that it would make them feel so unworthy of love that they would just hurt people before they can hurt them. Sad to say but our playas and playettes have grown into adults and they have mastered their skills, because they still have us asking the question of WHY? Why so many hearts you break? Why so many hearts you manipulate? Why so many hearts you want to grow cold? Why? Then the little boy and little girls whispers to me, "Why no one ever saved me?" Once again all the words go UNSPOKEN and things are left to the UNKNOWN!! by Rikethia ThaLyricalDiva Clyburn